the lady, broken heart ♥

2011-03-14T14:55:00.003+08:00

I guess this is the only place i can talk to when I'm feeling down. He let me fell real hard this time. Why must i find out so many stuff about him? why just can't someone be satisfy with what he/she have instead in search of someone better. It's not easy for two person to come by and be together. Why must he lie? Is it a kind of possession he need towards me or he just love to put his happiness on my misery? Is he the kind of person his mum was saying? I need to know what's he thinking about? I really want to talk to him so badly and settle everything once and for all. But I don't have the courage to face the truth anymore cause I love him too much that i could no longer control emotions. I cannot even face the end of everything for me and him.

p.s it's not easy to let go of someone who went through so much together

2011-03-09T15:56:00.002+08:00

There are so much i wanted to say and how i really felt inside to him. But it seems that some things are not working out anymore. I don't even know if he wants me back because he love me or pity me. I only hope life was like before where we can really trust each other. Looking back at the photos we ever taken really warms up my heart a little because I felt the happiness in the photo. There is no way that all this can be taken as nothing cause this are the memories that are build up in our love story. Photos taken from the first day we have been together till now. I wonder if he still remember the days? We have not even finish walking the botanic garden together and explore the wild. Must god be so cruel to me to take him away from me? how can our love be so brittle when I thought it has grew stronger from day 1 till now. 2 years 4 months 9 days of love and hard work. Will it be gone like this just because he doesn't want to give it a try anymore. I hope he can think back of the days and think how much he really love me till now. my love for him has stayed from secondary school tilll now and i never felt it was a waste of time. I really really hope he can give it a try again and not give up. I just don't want him to message girls or go out with them without bringing me along. I dun wish to change something that we have been doing together for so long and ended up like a blank sheet. It wasn't easy for the both of us to be togther and walk through this journey but I believe that I willl stay till the end with him if we both do our part. Being together is just the two of us and why must it be so complicated. I wish life was much more simpler and there will be no more heartaches. I really wish we both could work it our and give it our best shot. Will he think this way too?

2010-11-27T00:08:00.000+08:00

2009-12-29T06:31:00.011+08:00

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2009-09-24T23:21:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes we really spend too much time thinking how to pleased one another till we forgotten who we really are. We thought by doing this happiness will just come our way but we forgotten to look out of the box. Are we really happy ourselves or are we happy seeing another party smile? Why can't some people just get themselves out of each other life and let them led the life they always wanted. Is devil really controlling us or is it human nature itself?Because of your selfishness, it has caused to much misery to one another. Because of your wishful thinking, it caused all of us to become such state. Are you really happy now?"

2009-09-22T12:18:00.006+08:00

hi people, bear with me for not updating because blogger has been down the past few days and now it's finally working. I decided to change my blogskin for a new look. Is it nice? Give me some comment alright. Anyway, holiday started till now and i has'nt been working at all. Anyone has job for me can email me.
Thanks!

I cannot really remember the date when i went prawning.

Prawning and majoing has really become my addict nowadays!

He's trying to hook the bait. Looking serious right?
Newcomer hubert trying so hard to prawn. Better luck next time =)

Prawning is'nt that hard but expensive hobby.

He's trying to get the prawn out the hook.

Let me explain what is this. Is actually the prawn head without the outer shell.

Looks damn gross right(YUCKS). But some people just like the taste =(
A very cute cat i saw at bishan prawning.

We decided to wear like this together. A lot of people ask " you guys just finish school?" ("giggles")

This was taken at cine after a show. Do i really look like sec school kid?

I feel so young at that moment..

me and my sis

elmer and hubert

i always wonder what lies ahead of us?

2009-08-31T08:21:00.000+08:00

i wanna upload lots of pictures but blogger do not allow me to. Don't know what happen to it. Blogger really sucks, can anyone intro me to a better website to post my daily blog?

2009-08-20T09:04:00.007+08:00

hi people, it has been some time since i blog. I'm seriously too lazy to blog nowadays because blooger image uploaded is simplt too slow. But since i'm free today, i shall wait ...

this was taken with my new camera(jie jie bought for me on my birthday)

my darling(emilene)

my stupid sister

darling(may) says:"you look scary in this photo!".

anyway, i lost my precious specs. This was the last photo i took with it.

(just very random stuff to share)

A few weeks back, i took past in the starmodel contest. Those who came will know

how it is like and I wont really comment too much on it. Guys who came to support me,

it's a secret you know i know...hehe!

me, wei long(my best silly buddy) and i forgot his name. Sorry!

This are all the final contestant on that day. The one holding the microphone is our babe MC for the day.

chanel, me, Babe,Steff,steffi

and this is my stupid silly boy!

anyway, steffi won the contest. Congrats to you!

we were so bored that me and chanel decided to take some candid shots

that's all folks, Shall update my blog again real soon.

Ps. Although i did not won the contest but i'm glad that my friends and family

came to support me.(jie,hubert,elmer,weilong and his friend) Special thanks to weilong who went down to the printing shop to print the ticket out because of my blurness.

please help me to click on my nuffnung ads people!

2009-07-03T09:01:00.008+08:00

happy birthday to wei guang!

i know it's a bit late but better then not updating right =) I'll let the pictures do the talking today.
we went to bugis wang kok to eat. If i'm not wrong =)

look at what's May trying to do. She almost poke me with it =(

super big cup of milk tea!

(even the straw is extra large if you guys realise)

you know you're alway the dearest to me

meet my clique------>

i never regretted knowing them cause they made

my day smile =)

ice cream take 1 failed =()

ice cream take 2 passed =)

i decided to have ice cream since my classmates are playing arcade

i know my dear wanna eat my ice cream right? hehe=)

shall end with the birthday boy. The second part of the day is going to pub.
it's fun being with them. I need to get back to study now!
oh ya! yst went to hospital =(
i need more rest...

to be continue...

P.S how can our love be so brittle

2009-06-22T22:09:00.003+08:00

I've got nothing to blog between us.

i can't think of anything..
In the past there's always so much happening between us, thousands of things to blog that never seems to finish...
do my nails, cook together, watch tv for the whole day, laughing at my silliness....

but..

I'm lost now.......

i'm looking for something we lost halfway...

can you find it for me?

2009-06-22T02:21:00.004+08:00

i longer feel the same anymore.

everything seems to change so muc

we no longer do things we use to do together anymore

i prefer the past, although there use to be so much quarrel and stuff

but i really feel that we're both happy

i wish to go back to the past with you and spend every single moment we use to spend together, like we used to be.

Can we get together like we used to be, where every moment there's me in it.

my heart is crying inside so badly =(

p.s when you lost your way in the dark
you know that i'm always there....

2009-06-10T21:11:00.004+08:00

i guess i'll be changing my blog URL soon. Whether this is gonna be the last post here, it all depends on one person. I just want to leave memory here and let it be with you forever.i just wanna say " i love you forever!"

anyway, i want to change a new blog that belongs totally to the two of us

2009-05-28T14:49:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry for what happen to volka. He's rarely even 5 years old. Please don't be upset baby. No matter where volka is, he will alway stay within our heart. Volka died because he was choked by accidental. It was his nature for bititng and chewing unknown things so we blame no one for what happen. Our prayers goes to you volka... we love you always.

we'll all miss your silly face!

shall post more of volka's photo in my next post.

2009-05-24T19:20:00.001+08:00

GEO LENS SPREE

CLOSING 29 MAY($19/per)

Anyone interested in buying GEO lens please email me fast for details. Going at $19 per pair. Supplier will increase $3 for the next spree so place your order and transfer the money to me by 29 may.

Grab yours at $19.00 now!

50 cents shippment fee not included in the price

2009-05-23T21:18:00.003+08:00

I'm lazy to write anything cause i have been really busy with school work and stuff.
Photos for you to enjoy =). Remember to mail me if you're interested in GEO lens.

2009-05-23T16:24:00.002+08:00

Anyone interested in buying GEO contact lens can contact me. Spree closing on 29 may. Mail me the picture or the model number you want.
email me at yeng_wh_cutegal@hotmail.com

Example:

Name: Sherry
Contact Number: 1234 5678
Address: Blk 123 , #04-567
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Singapore 129804

Order 1: Angel Black (-0.75/-1.00)
Order 2: Nudy Quarter Brown (-2.50/-2.75)

each pair is going for $19.

2009-05-14T09:40:00.004+08:00

I think I'm a movie freak this few weeks because a lot of nice movies are coming soon. Anyway the movie i Wanna talk about today is "Horsemen". Bet you readers must have seen the trailer before. The movie is about this bunch of ppl who set up a organisation in the website called" you seen nothing ." This organisation is a Biblical prophecy of the 'Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse.'. The white horse, green horse, red horse and if I'm not wrong the black horse. The white horse is the leader who will led this group of ppl. Detective Aidan Breslin was in charge of this case and his relationship with his two son Alex and Sean, was in a bad condition. This case has even make them grown further apart and detective realise something that he can never imagine.. Remember to go watch the movie if you guys wanna know what he realise.

I think the show is really bloody and the way the hang the people on the suspention is totally gross. YUCKS@! The most cruel part is the younger brother wants the older brother to see how he cut off his heart as the older brother didn't gave him his support. He uses wire to open up his older brother eyes and hang him on the suspention. The rest is for you guys to find out.

COME

AND

SEE

2009-05-12T23:09:00.003+08:00

I finally get to sleep late today because my teacher wasn't free to day for lesson. Imagine i slept all the way till 5p.m. I'm so totally awake now. Finally got back all my beauty sleep. I'm gonna post some picture of me getting penalty when i lost in a majong game. I'm lousy when it comes to this. So guys, you know my weak point ..

prepare to laugh

It was drawn using eye brown pencil and i swear it's really damn hard to washed off. I almost scrub my skin off. OMG ! i promised myself I'm gonna try my best to win the next majong game. Any majong shifu wanna take me as student? hehe.

Guess what's on top of our head. I think it's a baby wolf. Super cute right. It's baby's sister bought back from korea. I'm gonna post the BB cream baby's mummy bought back from korea for me. It's really good and it blend well with our skin. Stay tune if you guys wanna know more.

2009-05-12T22:52:00.002+08:00

As promised to my reader, i post up this two pics for you. The colour is a bit tarnished after being touch by water but i think it look more vintage now. For my others reader who loved it, you can make your way down to bukit panjang level one. Just right below mini toons. Pardon me for my bad memory. I don't really remeber the shop name.

hope you guys like it =)

2009-05-11T18:57:00.004+08:00

X-men origin wolverine

You guys should go and watch X-men origin wolverine. It's super nice and I would rate it 8/10. I didn't know wolverine has such a sad childhood memory. He killed his own dad without even knowing it. Victor, being his best brother betrayed him but things turn out the way we didn't expect in the end. Even his soul mate betray him and this led to more anger in him. I really hate Taylor and victor to the core at the start of the show but i slowly realise... well, is for you reader to find out what happen in the end. =) lastly, the action and animations was all welly done. Thumbs up for wolverine.

young wolverine

Taylor (the magician)

Aren't his claws a beauty! I wish I have claws like him.

Super cool!

p.s watch out the way he ride the bike. No words to describe

2009-05-09T17:49:00.008+08:00

Tml is mother's day, wondering where to bring her eat. It has really been a long time since i last spend my time with her. So I'm going to spend my whole day with her. School has been quite alright for me and so is my relationship. So I'm just gonna post the rest of the botanic garden photos up today. Have fun!

nothing else matter as long as i have you with me

2009-05-01T20:44:00.005+08:00

Is it very difficult to shop when you have work and school to go everyday?

Online shopping is very common now but where to find trendy and reasonable price clothings?

visit http://dressabelle.livejournal.com/

I've bought clothings from them before and the material are good.

Do visit and websute and check out for thier sales item too!

30 april 2009

School was boring and dry today. Long hour of school really made me so tired. Imagine from 9 am till 5pm. OMG! Lucky enough for me to hang through. So we decided to cam-whore.

this was the first attempt we tried.

This turns out better.

emilene tried to squeese into the photo but failed =(
this photo was taken by em darling as she say our photo taken skill are lousy
so we decided to let her have a try.
Lastly, it's me.....

2009-04-29T22:26:00.007+08:00

i'm back blogging again. Have been neglecting you for quite sometime. So sorry that i was so busy with my school stuff and everything. Trying very hard to adjust back to school mode. Anyway school wa quite relaxing and timetabl had just the right planning , Starting school late. WHOOO HOOO!!! I love it baby. Anyway photos of me and baby at botanic garden. Enjoy~

25 April 2009

we ate fishball noodle before making our way there because we're super hungry =)

i love this picture a lot!

[say twist]

found this pokey plant during our advantures trip!

why are you looking at me?

sorry to block your view! hehe...

shall end the post with the both of us....

Ps. anyway things haven really been working out for us and i hope everything will be fine soon. I guess....

2009-04-19T20:06:00.006+08:00

I'm back to post. Going out to watch movie with baby later. Gonna be busy syarting from tml as school is starting and i'm so afraid i don't have enough time for you but i'll try to squeeze them out. Anyway this whole week was fruitful and I really enjoyed my last week of holidays. Have you guys rmb to vote for me? Contestant F3. Ask your friends and family to place thier vote too. I know the sever has a bit problem at times but please do not give up on me. Gonna change my blog skin real soon as i know it's too complicated to read. So i'm gonna make it more simple looking. And i went to cut bangs !

(http://bareonline.sg/index2.html)

click on me!

19 april 2009

one of my favourite photo. let me introduce you to voka!

17 april 2009

13 april 2009

both of them playing spoungebob monoply. I'm not there because i'm the first to go bankcrup =(

that's all. Post up the rest of the pics next time round. Going out now.

Loving you has been a wonder for me !

2009-04-16T18:08:00.002+08:00

hi guys, Starmodels 2009 is up and I'm one of the contestant.

Place your vote for me. I'm F3, stephanie.

visit this website and vote for me. Why are you waititng=)

http://bareonline.sg/index2.html

thanks for supporting! very much appreciated!

2009-04-09T15:20:00.004+08:00

Met up with my sec school friends yesterday. They have really change a lot and of course getting more and more pretty! It has been 6372362637826782 years i have seen them, even i myself lost count. But the person i really miss is my twinn sister (you know i'm talking about you!).

This was the first photo we ever take after we left sec school.

Still rmb how much we went through together. The up and downs we had. Crying and laughing together. Upset with each other but was never more than a day. The friendship between us is even thicker than blood, making us grow stronger each day. This is arina who is going to be a pretty mummy soon. I wanna to be this child god-mummy. Can I? =)
This is jia lin. Pardon my dressing. too lazy to dress up! well, i guess i only have to post this 2 years ago picture since i didn't get to meet you =(

me,hui jun

and a classic photo of me and the silly boy =)

back to normal...

sunday, 4 april 2009

My sis and I went for the free lance artist casting for edgemedia and I'm proud to announce

I'm officially their free-lance model !

So happy that i finally got my first step out.

Lastly, good bye world =)

Collection 2 is up in glamoureuze. Please rmb to update yourself okay!

2009-04-08T01:33:00.002+08:00

i tired my best in doing everything but no matter how it is, my effort was never seen and will just vanish into thin air like this. When can they ever see it? Didn't i tried to pleased them? Pressure and pressure is what you guys have given me and I had enough of it. I thought i really can swallow everything. Can you see the tears in me? I tried hard to hide them and not letting them be seen by you, i no longer can control their existence anymore. i wrote it everywhere that can be seen by you but you never once notice it. Understanding is that key missing in opening up my door to my heart.This might be the last time you see the picture of us hanging up.

2009-04-01T03:02:00.004+08:00

i just went for my beauty contest first casting last friday and guess what?

I'm in for the second casting and it's held on 5 april, sunday. There will be a website for you guys to go and vote if I make it to the finals. So pray hard for me. Hehe =) I'm really lucky to have a lovely boyfriend who has always stand by me thoughout this period. It wasn't easy but I'm willing to give me best shot.

Remember to support my blogshop okay? This is only the first collection. The second collection will be up soon so rmb to update yourself to my blog!

tata~

click on the logo!

2009-03-24T19:03:00.004+08:00

They are my revolutions

2009-03-20T20:46:00.004+08:00

overdude photos. Nothing but photos today.
just woken up from my beauty sleep not long ago.

the next post will be our cookings. Stay tune~

(p.s. the thing on his head is a melon)

2009-03-19T19:57:00.004+08:00

Argggg... shit. My internet is giving hell lots of problem. anyway watch bloody valentine recently and it's really nice, recommanded and rated 8/10. Rmb to take the specs from them because my sis didn't get to see the 3D effect and it's blur alll the way. Don't know from which cinema.

Anyone got job to intrro? I'm really really broke. show you guys something super cute.isn't she a beauty?

she's really very cute and when her small little hand tried to hold your finger, it will really melts your heart. Her little smile can cheer up our day and make you forget all the unhappy moments for that moment. She really wanna make me hug her all the way and don't wanna let her go. Anyway she's only one month and few days old. OPPPS! Forgot to intro her. She's my neice, cloe. ( yes, means i'm her auntie) Anyway i will really dote this neice of mine. Photos for the rest of the entry. Lazy to type...

guess what's that on his head?( tell you guys the next post)

that's all. I really miss my clique.

2009-03-17T06:11:00.002+08:00

CAn you come back to me?

i need you in life!

be mine

2009-03-16T19:46:00.002+08:00

yst i went to help mich mother to model the clohing for her shop and have a photo shoots. The clothing are mostly dance clothes and it's very classic and elegance. After her shop is open i will let you guys know. It's located at far east. I was quite upset after that because ... anyway, i doesn't really matter because it's my first time experience. although it's really very tiring but it's fun and i really like taking photos. after i get the photos i shall post it up for you guys to see alright. Btw, rmb to help me click on the nuffnang ads at the side. thank you=). baby have to book in by 4am today when he has excuse stay in and have to book in only 8am to 5 pm. WTF la. They are like doing it on purpose and i really don't like it.

these mushroom is taken at jp fairprice

we went to new york to eat and baby got super big meat ball

:
:

and i got super big candy floss (yao gui)

shall post more the next time folks....

2009-03-11T19:04:00.003+08:00

hi guys, i have been like super busy going for interviews for different modelling agencies. I'm sure I'm very keen in this line and i wont give up till the very end. Starting off in this line isn't really that easy and lucky I'm lucky to have a person who has been helping me out. I shall not reveal who is it till the next post and i have her beautiful photos to post up for you to see. I'm going for a photo shoots on Sunday for her shop as catalogues. so wish me best of luck.

2009-03-05T23:46:00.003+08:00

2009-03-05T22:50:00.001+08:00

10.54pm, Thursday

Am i still with you?

i need to know baby....

2009-03-04T05:42:00.005+08:00

help me by clicking on to the nuffnang ads.

thank you and appreciated.

anyway now is school holidays for polies and i bet a lot of us are looking for jobs.

but no worries. you can go to

http://dailyjobhuntsingapore.blogspot.com/

to look for different variaties of jobs. The lastest job is the upcoming IT fair.
navigate by clicking the events on the botom left hand corner.

all the best ~

2009-03-03T19:56:00.008+08:00

Went for the IT roadshow girl interview today.yst night was having high fever and was worrying whether it will affect my performance today but all the worried was for nothing.The interview went very well, and you know what? Beside this assignment i might still get other assignment like tv ad and magazines and modelling .. I think this is the line i want to be in.. Well, i hope i can continue this aspect of career cause i'm interested in it and i'm given the chance to do show. I'm willing to put in more effort to learn and gain experince from it.

this are all the photos taken on friday when baby suddenly say he wants to wash the BALCONY

i did help out a bit but mostly of the job is did by him.

i have more funny phtos but shall post it tml

he is a rough guy by looks but actually in him he is a very gently and caring guy.

he did all the house work and my nails for me.

even have my clothing done.

i'm starting to know him more.......

2009-03-02T13:33:00.003+08:00

I thought i already have you with me

but somehow you still think of her at times

i'm still not being able to truely enter your heart

is jocelyn that important to you?

i'm wondering and worring now.

where the hell is all your promises?

i never once think i'm no better than her.

anyway i got tons of photos to upload from baby com, shall upload them all tonight.

stay tune my friends =)

i'm still out of the game

2009-02-27T15:36:00.003+08:00

This is really a broing week.

daily routine : sleep and eat

i need you with me

2009-02-26T10:22:00.002+08:00

I think i did barely well for my NF paper yst. Totally blank out when i saw the paper. Expected as i did not really study well for this paper. Really tried to study but nothing seems to get in. OH CRAPS! I just hope ii don't have to retake this module if not it will really be a waste of time. Anyway, i will be opening up a blogshop soon so girls, please stay tune to my blog for more updates. I need a job to spend my time if not i'm going to be damn bored for this 7 weeks. Anyone out there if you have job to recommand, please informed me alright? i'm not that picky about jobs. will be much appreciated by me =). I wish everyone all the best for thier exam results. cheers=)

love you baby

2009-02-24T07:17:00.002+08:00

went drinking with sis and her friends recently. The drinking session was meaningful and i found out sis really have a lot of interesting friends especially when they are drank. They will start blahhing nonsense non stop. i'm no exceptional either =) . Introducing this new babe to you guys. Her name is jiexin. She's a very pretty and sexy little babe. My sis and her were almost quite drank and they started having thier conversation in the toilet. The usual girls talk. Anyway pardon for my unglam because i did not have my makeup on that day. It was an unexpected day. But i did have a lot of fun with you guys. Thanks!
Found this picture in my facebook when i was browsing through the pictures. It was a trip to rayson birthday sometime back. I don't rmb taking this picture. I guess it was a candid shot by my mischevious darling (emilene). But nice shot babe. I hope we have more of this kind of outing in future. I'm happy i have great friend around me. Anyway time check is now 7.29 am and i'm awake here blogging because i have too much sleep in the noon after my BIS paper which turns out to be not as difficult as I thought. I guess i have to stop my 12hours of beauty sleep daily cause the timing really cock up now. I'm going shopping with my darlings on wed. I miss shopping with them.
Take care guys. I'm off to disturb that little baby now.
TATA~
my days are happy with you around

2009-02-21T01:38:00.001+08:00

I miss my home and mummy..

Have you ever miss her?

i have been a very very bad girl

2009-02-17T23:56:00.003+08:00

after so many of living in this world, what have i been searching for?

i always wonder..

a good husband?

wonderful family?

faithful friends?

...

even if i have it all but i'm still not happy

somehow i'm still searching for that something to fill and satisfy myself

what's that something?

can anyone tell me?

i hate this fucking bloody feeling

2009-02-17T01:21:00.004+08:00

introducing my new girlfriend

i'm beside a maple cheater now

who use private sever to gain level so easily

when ppl have to use dunno how many months to do so

i have to start mugging!

were you ever in my story?

2009-02-16T04:23:00.003+08:00

well, camwhore with mer mer

i shall let the pictures do the talking now

sit back, relax and enjoy this laughter trip

brought to you by ...

the silly and funny gang =)

2009-02-16T03:22:00.003+08:00

it's has been so long and my blog is super dead

studying oop is really a tiring job but it turns out not so bad afterall

have to start mugging till late nights

exams gonna start real soon and i really have no time for other stuff

lucky is only two subjects

but this two subjects is enough for me to suffer

what else can i ask for

the respect i have for you is gone forever

i always hold you high up in my heart

but you make us all fall to the bottom

i thought you were the saint in us

but i realise time really have change you into another person

were you the one in my memory?

her heart bleed for you..

her trust lost in you..

she feel so helpless and hopeless..

just because of a YOU !

YOU destroy HER

2009-01-30T06:16:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year !

collected quite a lot of angpohs this year

hehe!

but not gonna stop here yet

today is only the 6th day of new year

but the bad thing is i'm down with fever so i'm restricted to go out

anyway , took quite a lot of photos

but as usual lazy to upload

my brother seriously grown so much

nevertheless to say also grown handsome

my sister is also a super babe =)

OBVIOUSLY!

family is what i live for

2009-01-03T22:47:00.001+08:00

steff is tired

she need someone to love her

2008-12-30T04:10:00.003+08:00

arggg...

my sis gotten so much presents for her christmas

yet i got

NOTHING

i'm so jealous

she got pink camera which i donnt have

her guy friend bought it for her

mind you

is "guy friend"

yet my boyfriend got me nothing

i'm sad!

yet jealous

FUCK CHRISTMAS

2008-12-24T22:07:00.002+08:00

tml is christmas and i wonder what i will get?

can't wait for tml

or i may get nothing in the end

how i wish santa is real

but i doubt so..

santa! santa!

i have been a good girl all this time

are there really santa?

2008-12-21T00:27:00.003+08:00

it isn't easy to be a daddy's girl if you dont have the criteria to do so

"chidish"?

well, i admit i'll always be a child no matter how old i am

at least this goes to show that i'm young at heart

and

the most important is that my parents love the way i am

so who are you to judge me

shooooooo!!!!

anyway enough of this "spamming thing"

holiday just started a week and i'm still out of job

waiting for the interview from NTUC

wish me best of luck okay!

next moment you might see me at NTUC cashier serving you

2008-12-15T00:54:00.007+08:00

i saw this website and it's damn interesting

try it out!

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/

this is my result!

You are tired of the various 'ups' and 'downs' of life at this time. If only you could win a lottery - or better still, be the heir to a large inheritance which would allow you to afford a life of absolute luxury. This day dreaming will shortly pass and whether you like it or not, sooner or later you will have to face reality.

Most people are conditioned by their environment and you are no exception. You are an extremely emotional person - so much so that 'the wrong word' can lead you to tears. You feel other people's pain. You feel the need of sympathetic relationships and a pleasant work environment in order to develop and grow. You are an impulsive, loving individual with a great deal of inherent feeling.

Nothing seems to be going right for you and you are thwarted every way you turn. You are not at all happy with the situation but it would appear that there is very little that you can do about it at this time. Sit back and let the situation take its course, because at this time you feel that there is nothing you can do to change whatever needs to be changed.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

2008-12-15T00:07:00.002+08:00

i want lots and lots of prsent for my christmas this year

eg. camera

i touch

new earphones

....

but the saddening part is..

i'm broke!

how i wish there's a santa claus

i'm DREAMING!

2008-12-11T22:28:00.003+08:00

说好的幸福呢

专辑:魔杰座词方文山曲 jay

你的绘画凌乱着

在这个时刻

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽

甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯

我还爱你呢

而你断断续续唱

着歌假装没事了

时间过了走了

爱情面临选择

你冷了倦了我哭了

离开时的不快乐

你用卡片手写着有些爱只给到这

真的痛了怎么了

你累了说好的幸福呢

我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了

开心与不开心一一细数着你在不舍

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻

我都还记得

你不等了说好的幸福呢

我错了泪干了放手了后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着

要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了

说好的幸福呢

我懂了不说了

爱淡了梦远了

我都还记得

为什么幸福时忍心离去

2008-12-04T00:20:00.004+08:00

school has really been "busy busy" that I don't even feel like going to school anymore

plus my medicine keep making me sleepy

that i'm almost LATE for school everyday!

anyway

something funny happen

broke my BASIN today

having small little fountain in my house can enhance the "feng shui"

not bad right?

going to have my basin fixed only by next week

so in the meantime, i have to use the master room basin

EXAM ! EXAM! EXAM!

MAKING ME CRAZY!

dunno since 271376467547365

i hasn't been enjoying my life

books is what i see in dreams

good night guys!

i'm so tired!

*enjoy the random photos*

lastly

" with my most retarded face"

shall blog when time allows me to do so

will you spare me from hell?

2008-11-21T03:39:00.002+08:00

"I'm sorry if I made you cry,

I'm sorry if tears fell from your eyes,

for that is not at all what I intended to do...

but, just remember,

for every tear that falls from your eye,

from mine fall two."

2008-11-17T01:00:00.003+08:00

the pain is seriously killing me

darkness is all I see in my future
give me the strength to move on can?

it is really torturing to live

i fear to see

seeing what will be my tml

or i might never see my tml again

i just want those who love me to be happy

i ask nothing from you but this

i dont need your pity but i need your happiness

wad will be my tml?

2008-11-15T03:09:00.003+08:00

i'm sorry

is not within my means

and was never what i wish for ..

i've never felt so lonely and scared!

will I be able to see the sunrise again?

2008-11-06T00:51:00.003+08:00

pictures for you guys today
hasn't been uploading dunno from 2767234673
anyway,
the system seriously cock up
fcuking slow!

i hope i will grow old with this picture in me forever.

sorry if i hasn't been able to hyper-active with you guys lately

my health has been deteriorating me

that's why i cannot be active too much

something to do with uneven red and white blood cells

that's a term for it

dunno what the hell is it.

i will upload more chalet photos when i got the time to do so

ciaos! =)

possesion in me

wannabe your best girl

2008-11-04T12:42:00.008+08:00

i'm going to be emo
so if you're not interested,can just kindly pressed the x button

it went all the way back to 13.05.06

we went through a lot together

didn't we?

but what have we become today?

i'm sorry i hurt you so much

to what you have become today

i know my" sorry "no longer means to you

when i decide to change everything

it was too late to turn back

when i learn to treasure, i lost it.

why didn't i learn it earlier.

fcuk myself!

i really fucking hate myself

fcuking bitch

i really didn't wanna make your life to this state

i'm trying to be my best nw

not only for myself and also for you

you taught me a lot in life

and this will all etched in my memories

if time were to ever go back

i will treasure every moment spent with you

but wad's the use of saying this

like what you always say

"do le then say sorry,for fuck!"

i told myself

"i will never let my next guy down,because of you,fyk"

because you taught me how to grow up

you always stand by me no matter wad problems i faced

be it family,friends or studies

even though it was never your fault

youu still try to put that smile on my face

whatever i need you always try to get it for me

even though is not within your means, you will still try your best

you did too much for me yet i never learnt to open my eyes and see

all i ever know is to complain

and never got contented with what i have

whatever you scold me is all true

i'm just a bloody bitch who doesnt know wad love is ever about

i let you down too much

i turn all your hope into ashes

2 years back, isn't it sweet?

bring that smile back to my face

all these are the only memories left for me and you

the last smile we ever had

and will always be within our hearts

is everything too late for a change?

wannabe your best girl

2008-10-25T01:38:00.002+08:00

hi ppl ..

hokay! i'm back to post

super lots of over-dude pictures to post

but time doesn.t allow me to do so

So i think i'm going to do it tml

*FUCKING TIRED!

school has only been reopen for two weeks

and i'm late for almost everyday

WaD tHe F**k!

i think i need some time to tune back to normal

2 and a half months of holiday

recently got one sluty fucking bitch

who just mess up with the wrong girl

i'm gonna tell you i own you nothing bitch

so stop acting like your the boss in the class

anyway ..

enough of her!

i'm gonna stop here

my brain is telling me "sleep"

tata!

*i think i will upload the pictures tml

sleepy girl

2008-10-13T08:00:00.002+08:00

i must be MAD!

just came back from a run

time now is 8.01am

now here am i in front of my lappy eating ORAANGE!!!

really cant get to sleep

lala land .. where are you?

well ..

enough of my crap!

getting ready for school

MuHAHAhaha!

here i come!

love

2008-10-13T00:37:00.002+08:00

argggggg!!!!

really feel like blogging nw ..

FUCK MY LIFE MAN!!!

i'm so stressed up by so many stuff

and i hope you were there for me

but were u ever there?

can you hear me calling out for you?

are you there?

lost in the mist

2008-10-04T08:18:00.003+08:00

i hope you're able to see this

millions and millions of things i wanted to say to you

but i was never brave enough to do so

2 years !

wanted to say how much i really really love you

but i dunno wad have become of me

look me in this eyes

and tell me all the reasons of this outcome

i'm not feeling as good as wad you think

feel me

where exactly is the real me?

heart-breaker

2008-10-02T14:16:00.002+08:00

i wish you were here by my side

to go through this with me

i know everything will be alright

with you by my side

missing you

2008-09-19T13:57:00.002+08:00

sorry guys

wont be blogging for the time being

a lot of stuff to handle and get them back to the place it was

hope to see the rainbow after the rain

can you see the ~~coloured~~ side of me?

2008-09-04T00:57:00.002+08:00

working and working all day long

HAIS!

i really need a life

shopping and shopping is wad i miss most

i miss going out with you too

hope can go out with you soon

loving you*

~boring~

2008-08-31T22:31:00.001+08:00

ARGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!

life SUXXXX!!

hope to see my dearie soon

2008-08-29T14:45:00.005+08:00

okay ! i'm back to post agian

did not really have the time to blog due to a lot of happening event

super tired!

went to take an injection that day

not painful but the after effect sucks!

make me feel so terrible ..

ARGGGG!!

anyway i got a new hair cut

it SUCKS!

it suppose to be longer

my sis got her hair cut too !

she look dumb =)dear

i'm sorry i neglected your feelings

i did not know you were going through so much stress

yet have to bear with my temper everyday

loving you always

okay ! that's ME

live, laugh, love

2008-08-25T23:13:00.004+08:00

i just realise i'm nw living in happiness ..

i'm nw a very happy and blissful women in this world wide world

because of you (fyk)

i found my true happiness and i will treasure it

Because of you i live on

2008-08-12T00:00:00.000+08:00

teaching tution wasn't an easy job afterall.

when you have to tamn those noisy children down and get them to work.

but lucky for me, didi meimei did not turn out the way it was.

must remember to buy them toys the next time i see them.

they are my cute little angels

*i guess so!*

found this pictures when i'm browsing through my phone =)

*happy* =)

2008-08-10T20:08:00.003+08:00

am i dreaming or is it real ?
i woke up at 8 pm ?
i think i slept at 5 am in the morning.
super super tired.
sometimes i just dun feel like waking up anymore.

sleepy !

2008-08-09T15:32:00.002+08:00

life seems to get better when i'm with you.
going out with that silly boy later.
loving you!

i wan wach journey to the centre of the earth!!

2008-08-08T03:58:00.005+08:00

当你在用真心去爱一个人的时候，往往只能得到两个答案；
1.他会很爱你
2.他一放弃了爱你的自己

当你得到这两个答案的其中一个的时候，也就只有两个表情；
1.开心
2.失落

爱一个人好难，但要恨一个你所爱的人会更难。爱他；担心他；关心他。。。全都是错的，放他

自由；不管他；不烦他；才是对的。。。。有时候他人的想法很难理解；但又不可以不理解。为

什么会有那样的人呢？？？为什么？？？好辛苦，但还是要坚持，就是一个爱的鼓励，什么都不

能做，就是怪倒好像一只狗一样的守在他身旁，他就好像狗主人一样。。。但又爱他。。。怎么

办。。。就叫我怎么办。。。求求你们啊。。。。我真的对感情那么笨吗？？？

答案就是：是，
对感情超笨的。。。。

is this statement true ?

diappointed steffy

2008-08-08T03:10:00.002+08:00

i want to thanks three person for seeing me through my life during my darkest days.

1st : him [ u noe who you are! =) ]

2nd : the two meantist
- emilene
- May

THANKS for being there guys. Without you i wont have made it through. i love you ! god make up to me with the best things. That is having YOU !

2008-08-03T03:33:00.004+08:00

Before I met you,
~~I thoughtI was happy,~~
and I was,
but I had never known
the rich contentment,deep satisfaction,
and total fulfillment
you brought to me
when you came into my life.
Before I met you,
I felt a lot of things,
good things,
but I had never experienced
the indescribably intense
feelings I have for you.
Before I met you,
~~I thought I knew myself~~,
and I did,
but you looked deep inside me
and found fresh new things
for us to share.
Before I met you,
I thought ~~I knew about love~~,
but I didn't,
until I met you

Granny's birthday !

2008-07-26T19:08:00.009+08:00

well, today was granny's birthday. Granny ask for him yet i don't know what to say. Just told granny he is at work. Anyway really have a great time there with my cousins, auntie and uncles. Lots and lots and LOTS of food. They called buffey for dinner and it was really delicious.

yum yum!! we took a lot of photos too!

on the way there!

smile guys =)

not very cute !

MINE is the longest. lols!

smile was quite reluctant

silly cousin =+

at least this look normal to me

cutie brother

i did not know i have such a ~~small mouth~~

candie shots

that's not me

ending off with myself

I have a great time there.But somehow something is just missing. i miss u lots!

~~mabe i'm just thinking too much!~~

Misfortunate days of my LIFE -_-

2008-07-15T23:45:00.009+08:00

Did not really have a good day today. All the misfortunate stuff keep happening in my LIFE this few days. ARGGGGGG!!! Simply hate this life.

first ..
almost lose my life during a basket ball friendly match today. OMG! not so exaggerated la =)
But almost not able to come out of that match alive. Really have a hard battle. I broke one of my fingers and also get knock on the head. SHIT ! will i get concusion like what the doctor say? hmmm...

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second
my relationship is starting to become rocky. Don't really want to go in-depth into it. SORRY guys =(

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third
STUDIES!!!! too much project coming up. Seriously giving me so much headache. FP and CATS.

hope after the raining days I will see the rainbow soon. STEPHANIE WILL BE THE LAST MAN STANDING! I will brave through all this. I remember someone told me "a happy man is a crappy man".

You ar3 th3 on3s who mad3 m3 move on .

CHEERs=)

my world was black and white till i met you dear =)